how often will you sit down and upon self reflection, you end up doing comparison between yourself and others?

my competitor shouldn't be others on how well they have done but myself instead.

i am just too hard on myself on the standard i set to meet and on how i present myself to the outside world.

there won't be a limit to what i think is enough for myself. as i always strive to not only maintain but to hit the next higher level possible.

i need to learn to control myself, manage my emotions and be contented i guess.

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as a result, i am leaving reality for half a day with Dars to unwind and relax (:

no doubt it's stressful with what's going on with my work now but i am looking forward to the KTV competition in September to bring home the top prize HAHA

what should i sing?

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