Jaded.

Totally worn out for the past few days.

Mentally and physically drained.

I am actually lost in my own world, with no sense of direction as to which matter to deal first.

And with tons of pressing deadlines due after mid sem break, it's certainly not helping to have dance practices every night.

How am i able to clear my to-do list within this week?

My stress and confused state is affecting both my work and dance performance in all.

I am struggling to remember all the facts that i studied, the dance steps for all my items and even the ever-complicated formation changes.

I never have problem remembering dance steps and formation changes but it's not the case this time round.

I dont know what's wrong, really doubtful of myself and my ability.


I hate myself.

Our Valentine's Day this year was a simple yet blissful affair! (:

First, I should showcase my gift for Dars! (:

I made this wooden display that Dars can put by his bedside this year. My sisters and I think it's cute and nice but my mother say it's childish haha.

Yay, I am slowly filling up his room space with my handmade crafts and our sweet memories! (:

Dars came over and pick me up from home around evening time. He told us that we are heading to ECP for picnic but he actually lied as he was driving towards the barrage direction.

After our picnic, we drove towards the east side. Then soon after, we settled at Siglap for some HK cafe loving supper (:

The gift exchange part is definitely the climax of the night! Naughty Dars said he's very busy thus did not prepare any present for me this year. Initially i was damn sad but Dars sorts of gave himself away on friday haha.

Dars been very mysterious that night, not giving me any hints despite my constant questioning. But he really surprised me with his masterpiece! (:

It's a personalized handmade book! (: He made this book for me to record down all the promises that he made which we will accomplish together. Once it's fulfilled, we can strike it off together! (:




I totally love the book! (:

Silly him glitter-powdered my name one by one, painfully covered the whole book by leopard print fur using double sided tape and printing our photos, all till 6am in the morning! It's really a much better job done than my gift lah!

Dars always never fail to impress me with his art work! (:

Thanks for your effort and hardwork my love! (:

HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY DADDY! (:

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We celebrated our 3rd Valentine's Day together! (:

We started on this special day in 2007 and it's our 2nd Anniversary! (:

It was a great night spent with just you and me, in our own world! (:

Thanks for all the effort you have put in making this day a happy and blissful one for me! (:

Thanks my love and

I LOVE YOU! (:

是我想太多
你總這樣說
但你確沒有真的心疼我
是我想太多
我也這樣說
這是唯一能安慰我的理由
我想我沒有錯怪了什麼
雖然你不說
都是錯在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多

"For you, I will just do it!"