Wednesday, April 30, 2008.
my first paper > 6:21 PM.
i am dead for Spectroscopy Application!
i dead at the first IR spectrum for damn long before figuring to continue on the rest of the paper then come back and think about this question.
with a super small cohort taking this module, i am definitely not going to score well!
i just hope for the best now ):
1 paper down and 2 more to go before i end my year 2 semester 2.
need to work extra hard for my other 2 cores!
Saturday, April 26, 2008.
midst my mugging > 8:40 PM.
i had a short break from the intensive mugging to go for dental appointment yesterday and also 2 tuition sessions today.
the girls said i am really brave to arrange for my tuitions during this crucial period but i dont really have a choice though.
now i am back in hall and my mugging seriously need to start asap in order to catch up with all the loss chapters!
everyone's going oversea this summer break! leaving me in Singapore slogging hard to find a job and earn lots of money ): sad
alrights, back to my notes!
sidenote: my braces are now in bright green
Labels: baby's ranting, mylife
Monday, April 21, 2008.
random > 2:06 AM.
came back from dance comm treat with a thought in my mind
i realised that i am unhappy with myself!
i just dont like how my facial expressions suck when i dance
i just dont like my big fat build which makes me weird when i dance
i just dont like my lines when i dance
everything just seem so ugly to me when i was watching all my dance videos
i guess it's just times like this when u felt like grumbling about how ugly and fat you are to your bf. about how god is unfair to you by not giving you intelligences nor pretty face nor a hot sexy body!
dars will always never fail to scold me and get pissed that i am such a silly girl who will even think of all these stupid things!
arghhhh ):
anyway dars had a mini accident on sat!
though he told me everything's ok and he has only abrasions on his left knee and shoulder, i totally dont believe him at all!
i hope he will recover fast. (: and he is banned from currentlove till further notice!
tomorrow will mark the start of my mugging routine for this examination and i bet i will drift away, sleep and talk for half the time spent in the library!
but i do hope to get my momentum up real soon (:
omg this post is damn random with lots of diff stuff
yups lucks
Labels: baby's ranting, randomss
Sunday, April 20, 2008.
a HAPPY me (: > 1:15 AM.
finally my hell week ended!
before i start my war preparation, i decided to give myself a short break 1st (:
mugging will begin on monday!
so on friday 18042008, D girls have our pre exam juniors-treat-seniors steamboat!
there were damn lots of food and as usual we cant finish all and resort to giving them away to friends of D3 (:
we had super hell loads of fun yest night!
with some of the juniors and seniors leaving after this semester, the steamboat was sort of the last one along the D3 corridor. kinda sad though to be not seeing them around next sem ): esp peijun and jo koh. we shall arrange for a post exam dinner or what together before everyone officially leave hall!after cleaning up and bathed, the d3 girls proceed to take our class photo as suggested by shanz. 10 of us inside shanz' room and continously took near to 40 photos together, in the same position but with a different pose each time. we are seriously cam-whore addicts!
i can only proclaim out loud that I am surrrounded by D3 ROVE! (:-
i just came back from a heartwarming dinner with my dearie girls!
mar is leaving to go China for internship ): and she will only be back before sch start next sem which means she will miss my 21st party. even sadder ):
the HAPPY 4 friends! (:
8 long years of friendship and still counting on! We accompanied each other through the growing-up years, from the childish mugger kids to now pretty smart pretty ladies! thanks girls for being in part of my life (:
we never failed to amuse and entertain each other with our silly and stupid behaviour!
I will definitely cherish this special friendship we have! I heart you girls (:
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alrights and back to reality!
another 10 more days to my 1st paper
another 15 more days to freedom
time to start my engine for some serious mugging!!
jia you
Labels: girlfriends, hall, mydearies
Thursday, April 17, 2008.
you & me! > 2:45 PM.
everything is fine and back to normal once again! (:
went out with dars after our disappointing presentation
had lunch at parkway before heading to his place
dars with his super BIG bowl of mee rebus (:
HAPPPY! (:after the quiz tml and the MIDI submission on sat, i will be more or less going to start my preparation for my last lap of the exams!
i will be camping in central lib from monday all the way till my last paper 5th may ):
anyway on a happier note, i will be having D girls steamboat tml night and also meeting my darling girls on sat for some serious catching up session! (:
gambate!Labels: baby's ranting, love
Sunday, April 13, 2008.
As promised. > 7:53 PM.
ok. as promised.
I am doing my virgin post in this blog setup by the lady with the initial intention of filling it up with our beautiful memories. Well maybe its purpose may have been skewed now..but hopefully one day it i will be able to bring it back on tracks.
Stress has definitely taken its toll on me, affecting me both physically and mentally. With the endless deadlines for assignments, projects and tests to meet, coupled with my sickening body conditions, I am starting to break down already. My emotions like an insidious evil, seeping into and affecting every aspect of my life. Relationships are now strained, both with the lady and at home.
I just want to say:
I AM SORRY.
sorry for not being able to meet your expectations as a good boyfriend..
sorry for not being able stand strong for you to provide shelter for you..
sorry for choosing to walk off when you most need me..
sorry for making you feel neglected..
sorry for taking you for granted..
sorry for not considering your feelings..
and finally sorry for thinking its so difficult to say sorry.
all these because I am am just a useless slave to my temper and emotions.
sry.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008.
disappointment ): > 4:00 PM.
after so many years of private tutoring, i faced my first disappointment ever.
that call from the tuition agency really spoilt my mood totally.
it made the lab session a super terrible one! i wasnt paying attention and even break a beaker!
i regretted taking up this challenge which pose so much stress on me yet i received such comments from her
maybe i am still not up to the standard yet for tutoring sap school students!
i will giving it a try this friday but if all fail, i will just leave and wish her all the best
sidenote: my account reaches an all time LOW this month! it's really scary to know that you are very POOR!
Labels: baby's ranting