Jaded.

Totally worn out for the past few days.

Mentally and physically drained.

I am actually lost in my own world, with no sense of direction as to which matter to deal first.

And with tons of pressing deadlines due after mid sem break, it's certainly not helping to have dance practices every night.

How am i able to clear my to-do list within this week?

My stress and confused state is affecting both my work and dance performance in all.

I am struggling to remember all the facts that i studied, the dance steps for all my items and even the ever-complicated formation changes.

I never have problem remembering dance steps and formation changes but it's not the case this time round.

I dont know what's wrong, really doubtful of myself and my ability.


I hate myself.