Monday, April 21, 2008.
random > 2:06 AM.
came back from dance comm treat with a thought in my mind
i realised that i am unhappy with myself!
i just dont like how my facial expressions suck when i dance
i just dont like my big fat build which makes me weird when i dance
i just dont like my lines when i dance
everything just seem so ugly to me when i was watching all my dance videos
i guess it's just times like this when u felt like grumbling about how ugly and fat you are to your bf. about how god is unfair to you by not giving you intelligences nor pretty face nor a hot sexy body!
dars will always never fail to scold me and get pissed that i am such a silly girl who will even think of all these stupid things!
arghhhh ):
anyway dars had a mini accident on sat!
though he told me everything's ok and he has only abrasions on his left knee and shoulder, i totally dont believe him at all!
i hope he will recover fast. (: and he is banned from currentlove till further notice!
tomorrow will mark the start of my mugging routine for this examination and i bet i will drift away, sleep and talk for half the time spent in the library!
but i do hope to get my momentum up real soon (:
omg this post is damn random with lots of diff stuff
yups lucks
Labels: baby's ranting, randomss