ok. as promised.

I am doing my virgin post in this blog setup by the lady with the initial intention of filling it up with our beautiful memories. Well maybe its purpose may have been skewed now..but hopefully one day it i will be able to bring it back on tracks.

Stress has definitely taken its toll on me, affecting me both physically and mentally. With the endless deadlines for assignments, projects and tests to meet, coupled with my sickening body conditions, I am starting to break down already. My emotions like an insidious evil, seeping into and affecting every aspect of my life. Relationships are now strained, both with the lady and at home.

I just want to say:

I AM SORRY.

sorry for not being able to meet your expectations as a good boyfriend..
sorry for not being able stand strong for you to provide shelter for you..
sorry for choosing to walk off when you most need me..
sorry for making you feel neglected..
sorry for taking you for granted..
sorry for not considering your feelings..

and finally sorry for thinking its so difficult to say sorry.

all these because I am am just a useless slave to my temper and emotions.

sry.